This past August, about one week before his 63rd
birthday, I lost my brother John. John was really more than a brother; we were
close friends. His funeral, as beautiful as it was, was particularly difficult for
me because I came to realize that would be the last time I would worship the
Lord in John’s presence. But that’s not even what I miss the most.
My Dad, the late Rev. Edgar C. Criss, died when I was 6
years old. Although my ears certainly heard him preach many times, I really
have no recollection of those messages. Even said, I have no doubt those
messages made an impact on my young life because the messages of truth he
preached are deeply ingrained in my being. I would love to have had the opportunity
to talk to Dad about scripture.
It has now been 23 years since my Mother, Geneva, died. I
have what I believe is the last Bible that she used, or one of them. The notes
and highlights in these scriptures are treasures. Another treasure I have from
her is my memories of our Saturday mornings together. The last several years of
her life I brought my young children and stayed with her every other weekend.
My eldest daughter Erica once told me that what she would remember the most
about her Grandma is how she would always be studying her Bible first thing on
Saturday mornings. Mom and I spent many times discussing scripture, those
memories will always be precious to me.

John and I spoke about scripture many many times over the
years. I would always make a point to call him after my study and prayer time
when God would reveal something new to me I hadn’t really noticed before. The
last time we had one of these moments together, I spoke of the scripture and
got no further. John said, “oh that’s so good”. He wouldn’t let me even finish
my thoughts, he said he wanted to do his own study on it. Most of the time
though, John would expound on scripture and was a tremendous mentor to me in
the word of God. That is what I miss the most.
Who knows who might be my next mentor in the Word? God will
provide, He always does.